Gun Off

I haven't drawn seriously in maybe 2 months? fml. I probably could've forced myself to do it but I was feeling shitty. My daily schedule was - skip breakfast, go to school, come home and binge, purge, sleep and fantasize about suicide, practice violin and do sculpture. Eat for two hours in the middle of the night and make myself throw up again. It got worse during the last 2 months tho; so I didn't have the time to draw kinda lolllllll. Now that school is out I'm feeling a lot better so I'll try to draw more.

Thank you all for your kind birthday wishes!! I read each one and smiled throughout! I avoid celebrating holidays so it felt nice getting them.

This description is depressing af so I'll brighten it up with a true story: I got an online girlfriend when I was 7 and she thought I was a hawt 13 y/o pokemon fanboy. I also had a real life boyfriend too. A tru playa fresh outta the womb. She cheated on me, motherfucker, my pokemon team is full of legendaries; but whatev it's her loss. I cried over my fake love life for like an hour and acted like a desperate Edward Cullen who couldn't sneak into Bella's room to watch her sleep because his mom grounded him. Good times
 
1 layer, PS CC, 3 days